I am back in Amsterdam. The flight was long objectively (lots of head wind so 13+ hours in the air) and subjectively (lots of things to think about, I could only sleep well into the flight although I was so tired for lack of sleep for many nights). At least there was a cute Indian SQ boy who gave me something to look at.
When we landed, it was cold (minus 1 C) and sunny, I took a train home and while walking home I took a deep breath of fresh air which helped a bit to feel better. Worked a full day, came home, did my grocery shopping and laundry, opened the mail and am now so ready to go to bed.